A Line Runs Through

The last academic conference that I attended—Congress of Social Sciences and Humanities 2011—was held at the University of New Brunswick, Fredericton, NB. My husband had traveled with me this time, a few days before the conference began, so we could have a short holiday before I settled in to listen to many academics demonstrate their prowess with words and ideas.

            We visited the Hopewell Rocks, which we had been told many times we “absolutely had to see.” For land-locked prairie dwellers whose typical holiday was hiking in the Rockies, the mud flats of low tide, stretching endlessly toward the sky, were astonishing all on their own, never mind the mud-and-rock sculptures shaped by the tide, in its back-and-forthing for millenia. They were huge; they were grotesque and majestic all at the same time. Some were named: “Bear,” “Elephant,” “Dinosaur.” We were awed almost as much by the vast quantities of seaweed heaped up and sprawled everywhere. The mud itself had an enticing silky smoothness; I wanted to keep touching it.  

            Eventually, exhausted by sensory overload, we sat down on a clean rock to have some lunch. My gaze shifted down and inward. There is rest in mindful attention to detail. I had begun to appreciate still life photography, thanks to regular visits to Shawna Lemay’s blog Calm Things, which preceded her current blog Transactions with Beauty. I was learning to delight in small things, calm things, gentle juxtapositions, artful compositions. I was beginning to notice shades of color, textures, and lines, sometimes as subtle and beautiful and complex as anything I traced through novels and poems in my classrooms. So here, on a smooth rock in the midst of the ungainly, preposterous Hopewell Rocks, I assembled one small rock and half a kiwi, next to the line through which life was persistently growing.  

            My interest in Mennonite literature, which eventually became my PhD dissertation, began back in the early 1960s when I was in high school, when our small town’s comfortable insularity and piety was disturbed by the grandfather of Canadian Mennonite literature, Rudy Wiebe. His first novel (begun as an MA thesis) Peace Shall Destroy Many (1962) was the first novel in English by a Mennonite writer, and its realistic presentation of Mennonite life, with its hard work, godliness, pacifism, prejudice, and hypocrisy caused consternation among Mennonite congregations across Canada. That’s by way of backstory.

Wiebe subsequently became a major figure in Canadian literature; his best-known novels—Wiebe earned his first Governor General’s Award for fiction with The Temptations of Big Bear 1973—concern Indigenous peoples. He also wrote several novels with Mennonite characters at the centre, the last of which is Sweeter Than All the World (2001).

Photo of a book shelf, holding many of Rudy Wiebe's books. The prominent titles are Stolen Life, My Lovely Enemy, The Temptations of Big Bear, A Discovery of Strangers,, and Sweeter Than All the World.

            It was vintage Rudy Wiebe: a cast of unforgettable characters that spanned the entire history of Mennonites beginning in the 1500s; a central character struggling to make sense of his personal history and his inherited theology; a demanding, thick and powerful prose style that packed clauses within clauses in a breathless avalanche of thought and sensation, thus demanding close attention and several rereadings; and a network of metaphors that knit together not only various plot elements and characters in Sweeter Than All the World but also key themes explored in his previous Mennonite novels. I became aware of those latter connections only as I was working on a conference paper on STAW. As I unravelled and rewove those intertwined images, my heart strings were tugged so often that my writing repeatedly snagged to a halt in the midst of family memories of my own. Our worlds are not that far apart; his Mennonite novels lay bare my world, too.

Sweeter Than All the World may be difficult for non-Mennonites to get through. It takes a certain kind of awareness of both community solidarity and shared family histories of broken family connections to persevere through Wiebe’s seemingly fragmented story lines, so filled with suffering and loss. In the end, though, the fragmentation is undone, as much as it can ever be, by lines: threads of continuity, melodic lines of song, genealogical cords, pulleys and cables, all bound together by crucial sticking points (both those that hold—needles and poles—and those that hurt—knives), seemingly rooted in the earth. Call it grounded community, if you will, unsentimental, essential.

Fiction lets us enter other worlds, try on other identities, evaluate other values. It is thus that we learn compassion – through narrative imagination. Sometimes, too, fiction lets us see ourselves from another angle, from which we can test the strength of our personal connecting lines that let us grow.  

A Book and a Photo

            The title declares my new focus for this blog. I will still honor the “stones” and the “flowers” from time to time, but I want to talk about books that have meant much to me and photos that are likewise important.

Photo of a small pond (lower foreground) with branches of flowering white trees taking up most of the photo. In the centre background is a small pink flowering tree against lush green lawn.

            Back in April 2004, when I visited Grand Rapids, Michigan, to attend a conference, Festival of Faith and Writing, at Calvin University (known then as Calvin College), I was still using a film camera. Remember those? Every picture cost enough to develop that I thought carefully before pressing the shutter. Mostly I took photos to keep a record. What little attention I paid to composition was instinctive and uninformed. However, when I was a child, thanks to my big sister’s influence, I had pored over books of photography from the Saskatoon Public Library. That was my only exposure then to the powerful and unsettling properties of visual art. The concept of photography as a form of art was thus not unfamiliar; it just hadn’t been in the realm of possibility for me.

That changed when I picked up the package of developed photos and discovered that this particular photo of the Seminary Pond had a small sticker attached: “Great shot!” Someone working in the lab thought I had captured something beautiful, something more than green grass, blue water, and white and pink flowering trees.

What that something is, I cannot say. I have not the language to analyze just what happens when foreground and background interact in some mysterious way. Putting that single pink flowering tree in the dead centre of the photo breaks the rule of thirds, of course, of which I hadn’t even heard then. Yet the whole charms me still, and not only because of the associated memories of attending an entirely new kind of conference for me, an experience I shared with two beloved friends.

Wordsmith that I have been for most of my life, I know that no number of books on how to write will actually nail down precisely what it is that differentiates a great text from a mediocre one. The making of a piece of visual art is just as much a mystery. The whole is greater than its parts and exists beyond and above the contexts of those parts.

Photo of the book cover of The Daughter of Auschwitz.

Photo from Amazon, courtesy of Goodreads: https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1654481413i/60481659.jpg

I didn’t actually read The Daughter of Auschwitz: My Story of Resilience, Survival, and Hope by Tova Friedman and Malcolm Brabant (2022).

I listened to it. Which is precisely what should happen, I believe. We need to hear this voice, every painful word of the child who was a mere toddler in a Polish city when the Jewish ghetto became first a prison and then an ever-smaller antechamber to genocidal camps with their gas chambers and mass graves. She was only four years old at the beginning of WW2 when she and her parents were sent to a Nazi labor camp and eventually to Auschwitz. She was six when she, along with many other children, was herded into the gas chamber, only to be spared at the last minute by a German bureaucratic glitch. She was one of the youngest survivors to stumble out of Auschwitz when the camp was liberated by the Soviet army. She was probably 8 or 9 before she entered a school in the Polish city in which she had been born, only to be told by classmates, “What are you doing here? You’re supposed to be dead.”

The factual outlines of the Holocaust are well-documented and familiar. However, to hear the particulars through the perspective of a child is beyond chilling. Tova Friedman is in her early 80s as she writes this book in collaboration with Malcolm Brabant (the audio version is read by Saskia Maarleveld). She has the benefit now of her psychologist’s training and a sociologist’s understanding of human group behavior. The result is a poignant combination of childish unknowing and adult maturity, augmented by careful research and excerpts from her father’s written account. For her to have taken on this project speaks to her strength of character (reliving childhood experiences whose horror she now fully grasps gives her repeated nightmares) and her belief that the story must be told.

I agree with her. Over several decades, I have read many accounts of World War 2 and the Holocaust, including The Diary of Anne Frank. I’ve watched movies as well, including the powerful Schindler’s List (1993). Yet I would argue that this recent publication of Tova Friedman’s story is absolutely necessary, in light of recent social and political circumstances. Not that many survivors of the Holocaust are left now to counter the deniers and the minimizers and the trivializers. Anti-Semitism is on the rise again, in tandem with frivolous and self-serving comparisons between legitimate health measures and the dehumanizing, brutal policies of the Nazis. We really do need to hear the story of Tova Friedman, not only to remember what degradation human beings are capable of but to remember also the strength of the human spirit and the power of kindness.

What moved me most of all is the depth of the love of Friedman’s parents, especially her mother. I shall not forget the repeated, trusting “yes, Mama,” in response to instructions no child should ever, ever have to hear (to cuddle up to a warm corpse and pretend to be dead? for hours??). It was the love and trust within a family that made survival possible. Mama’s will to live, in sheer resistance to the Nazi project of extermination, gave life to Tova, who responded by living a full life of service, as listener, analyst, supporter, to those who had also been badly wounded—those  who needed much help before they could once again hope and love the blossoms of spring.

Please, go find the book and read it. Better yet, listen to it, so that no single word is lost.